Symbiosis.

It was like the hundredth time that I met insomnia recently. Maybe the holidays were turning me into someone not very me. There was a time that we used to fake ourselves for being some other guy on Earth. Just like what Zoe wrote on her blog, it apperently inspire me in some angles, those angles that we used to put behind the scene while we were acting so hardly in stage to pretend to be a human that we used to see.
“ Sometimes, when I walked on the street with the sunny hanging on top, I would look back onto the ground. See how the shadow followed me as the way long. He just seemed so tired and draught. "
The true is that we are always being those who cling on our soul and claim that we used to lived in the way we used to be. Well, the way we use to be living is not equalize the inner core of our hearts. Hmm, the sentence is so complicated. Just a mess, like what we used to describe ourselves when we are facing the wall in the middle of the night.
A, B, C is simple, simple 'till the level that out of defination. We keep on running to chase the sun cause we are so afraid that sun sets and never rises again.
The cert of leaving school stated that our Form 5 life ends on 31st. It is getting so close as I getting afraid. We always ask to grow up faster, like the adult world is colourful to us, but while time passes, it just getting so dull and dull. At that time, we turn into hopeless creature drooling for another year of high school.
Of course, I want to get old. High school didn't left anything to me, basically. If I go towards details, maybe there are pieces that I left over. How about you guys?
While days pass as nights fall, none of us actually left on the ground of history. Hopefully all of us do get on the yatch towards dreams.
I should get my crayon and swag.
You know you love me. XOXO. Normala.